Friday, December 28, 2007
oh so many happenings i'm just extremely pissed with kh and nixon what with whatever dynamics they've got. argh. i'll miss sam when she leaves. =( and certain person annoyed me that day but he was also really nice to me so i feel guilty for treating him so shoddily. i'm callous i guess. damn. but i cant help it i dont like him. i cant help liking X though i suspect that may be dying soon. it hurts i guess. rejection hurts. damn.
i need to get over this obsession i'm having and no i'm not talking about X. only about me. or i might kill myself someday.
i will do it. i will. i promise i will do it. properly. jiayou amelia. i can do it.
sometimes i'm extremely envious and i'm guilty of devious thoughts. i'm sorry. sorry sorry. you're my friends. i love you. sorry for evil thoughts.
--Merci tout le monde--
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