Sunday, December 02, 2007
i'm scared. people can change. they can become violent, they can act possessed when the situation arises that pushes them over the edge. and even the people you thought you knew best could go crazy and turn against you, what more about a person i'm supposed to be so close to and yet feel anything but.
it's really dramatic but i'm so scared it will come true. this is really serious now, it's not play and it's not kidding. and i'm not dreaming. noone is going to snap their fingers and tell me to wake up if everything goes hopelessly horribly wrong. i think a snowball is building and i hope to god we are all out of harm's way when it rolls off the cliff. i'm scared.
--Merci tout le monde--
12:05:00 AM