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Saturday, September 01, 2007
there are so many conflicting feelings, everything is so confusing, so many doubts and so much angst. i REALLY just want to hide in my shell and run away. what if i'm doing everything wrong? what if i'm making the wrong decisions? yea i can change it, but every choice affects our life in some way no? what if it's effects cannot be erased? i had a bad dream yesterday. it seems i havent had one in a pretty long time. at least not so i wake up still crying. it was a betrayal of sorts, one being the closest person to me, family. her words cut deep. painful. the other a friend. the fact that they both appeared. means what? some kind of fear? irrational? or grounded fear? i'm not so sure.

sometimes i feel like i'm invisible.

on a lighter note, we learnt cranberry morphemes in EL class. here is a sample, just for laughs
http://beebo.org/smackerels/how-i-met-my-wife.html
--Merci tout le monde--
8:39:00 AM

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