it's nothing to do with what i think or how i feel, only to do with what you do. what anybody else does for that matter. it doesnt matter whether i like it. it only matters that you try something you think i would like. it doesnt matter that nothing happens. it only matters that you try to make it happen. it matters that you dont go 'next' the moment somethings goes slightly wrong. it matters that you dont show me that you neither care for me now nor cared for me before. it matters the amount of time taken. it matters how you dont treat me as a friend when nothing comes out.

and yes. i admit i am envious of you. you are a good friend. somethings going on i think. and thats why i am. so yes.

why didnt you say so earlier. although even if you had i cant tell you definitely what would have happened. but why didnt you? seems the timings never match huh. once it was me. not you. then it was you and i was unsure. then now. i dunno.

because something matters more to me. even though it's unattainable. but for now, i cant put it down. so.

他不愛我 - 莫文蔚

他不愛我　
牽手的時候太冷清
擁抱的時候不夠靠近
哦　他不愛我　
說話的時候不認真
沉默的時候又太用心

我知道他不愛我　
他的眼神
說出他的心

我看透了他的心　
還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨

我看到了他的心　
演的全是他和她的電影
他不愛我　盡管如此
他還是贏走了我的心 10:39:00 PM