talked to jiamin and it brought back memories, somehow i walked so far, somehow i grew so much. and much as sometimes i'm at a loss, and sometimes i lose my self confidence, i'm still really glad to be here now. it's hard to imagine things then, and it's hard to believe i got to where i am, and have good friends and great company most of the time. and well, i'm just really really happy =) the camp was great, i dunno. i'm just going to really really miss the og freshies for both scamp and sow. i wish they werent quite so hostile toward each other.. haha it made me feel kinda sandwiched =( but both groups were great in their own ways. i'm so glad i went for sow =) thanks babylon. =) ps. much as i want to, i cannot bring myself to call our og pigs! hahaha =X and thanks dory too, for the blur people inside *ahem* and for the bimbos inside and the sane (saint) people hahaha. =) love you ALL! haha. eeyer. my hair standing. haha. oh wells.

hmmm. did a damn spacey thing yesterday when i was not in the right mind. pretty typical of me la. hahaha damn. i had a revelation quite awhile ago, but never told people about it. for once, i kept my mouth shut. damn i should have kept it shut and not said it. haha. stupid stupid stupid. for once, a friend. for once, not someone i know for a whole of two days. damn. hahaa. i'm damn cui ar. tempus revelat? time HAS revealed! = . = 4:13:00 PM