it struck me that you dont have to be patriotic to get into the national day spirit. well well. so i passed by city hall today and the crowd was really wow. and the clothes they were wearing were really wow too. i mean i'm really impressed. it made me kind of feel like i wanted to get down and join in. haha but nah i'm too averse towards crowds.

oh wells.

but whats with the money spent on it man. kinda too much no?

anyway. well. i wonder if... it means anything. i wonder if really.... well. i dont know. i wonder at the state of my own mind. i wonder at my emotions and i wonder what i really want.

on a lighter note, sow. it was fun, and i like our people. i guess there'll always be people you encounter who you cannot stand though. hahaha. and people you encounter who will be freaky. but what to do. haha anyway for the most part, i love them, jiamin - my oh-so-fine sp who is like damn blur and tries to deny it, binggan - the permanent panda, and so onhahahha. not to mention huiling, glen, ck, chiakeat, kk, lijun, zhaoying, yvonne, xinyu. haha.

but. i really dislike people who scold me for nothing ok. it gets me pissed. = . = one such incident happened, it was like i got scolded when the situation was not even clear. it's like getting scolded the moment you wake up from sleeping = . = like wth. damn blur la.

and i really dislike cors. i'm feeling damn cui cuz apparently i have no modules to take. how how. damn it. 10:29:00 PM