sometimes, it doesnt mean that writing emo stuff is the same as being emo. sometimes its just that at the particular time of blogging, you feel emo, but once you talk to someone you change your perspective. sometimes moods are affected by books, reading. sometimes when a person blogs, it may not be about his/her own situation but rather about someone else, or about a character in a book, a plot, but it may seem just as real. sometimes emo-ness may arise as a result of a sad story, or as a result of thoughts about the world in general provoked by that book or situation. sometimes. sometimes it doesnt matter to go up and down. to have fluctuating moods. it's not that bad.

chill la.

silliness. haha.

and i finished another book that's not bad. starting on jostein gardner's books in a bid to read a lil philosophy in story form. =) been reading brainless romantic stories for a little too long, which is all very well, but when it comes down to it, is pretty brainless la. haha.

i'm so excited about harry!! and getting out of this room where i've been cooped with the darned project. hahaha.

'Like do you know she has six smiles? One when something really makes her laugh. One when she's making plans. One when she is laughing out of politeness. One when she is uncomfortable. One when she is making fun of herself. And one when... she's talking about her friends.'
'You have five smiles Pete. One when you think someone's an idiot. One when you think someone's REALLY an idiot. One when you're singing to Barry White. One when you're getting all dressed up. And one when you're looking at me. ' 12:11:00 PM