Monday, May 21, 2007
i was just starting to be way more optimistic than i've felt in what seems like a million years, but suddenly i feel quite quite demoralised and rejected. tsk. it kinda sucks.
it's like since i got kicked out of first three months, there's been this little black cloud following me around. making me feel negative about everything.
it seems to have lifted for a bit though. maybe the best thing is to just keep doing what i was doing and stop doing things that have the potential to lure the black cloud back again. dang.
--Merci tout le monde--
12:54:00 AM