i feel so screwed. =( really. i didn't write half the things any other person wrote. argh.

how how how. =(

i brought an angel, but it didn't help. =(

that was a stimulating conversation we had. it reminds me of jc days, when we still had GP. i always did like GP, and kinda miss the kind of debate. although i never do have the facts to support. hmmm. it's interesting though. remember how i never did really well for essays, but only reasonably well, because the tutor said i countered too much. haha. i always countered my counter-arguments and then counter my counter counter-arguments. so much so that the whole argument became kind of disorganized and out of scope. though valid. remember how i never hated lessons because it stimulated the mind. remember how i used to go back home and try to convince my mum of certain ideas and principals, though she was relatively easy to convince, because there were hardly anybody who would discuss these issues. hmm. remember how i used to choose 'philo' questions in the essay section, which others mostly wouldn't touch, simply because i had no general knowledge to draw from and hence had to argue about ideas that were based more on inherent values.

i miss the old days. i miss secondary school too.

i won't screw this sem too. right?



feeling quite forlorn. and very very apprehensive. 6:49:00 PM