Tuesday, March 13, 2007
i have realized that i'm someone who constantly needs to depend on someone. there has to be someone there that i can call, that i can message for whatever reason it may be. but there isn't any someone i can rely on. for everyone on my current phone list that i can message or call when i need to, for whatever ridiculous reason, I have reservations, and end up just not calling or messaging or anything and just going to sleep. or trying to anyway. even for friends. or anybody else.
i keep getting hit by waves of emo-ness.
much as i'll like to stop, i can't. so how.
we keep evolving. we keep changing. each and every person is impacted and changed directly by each and every other person he encounters. at the end of it all, each person is just a compilation of all the persons in his life, with a little bit of himself.
--Merci tout le monde--
12:14:00 AM