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Sunday, March 04, 2007
however upset i feel, for whatever reason, nobody sees it. i laugh it all off. and put on a bright smile, grinning for the world to see.

sometimes when you say things in the name of fun, i do get hurt. but still i laugh it off. here i'm telling you that it's not always funny. i'm not always good natured. i'm not as immune to jibes as i appear. i do care. i try not to. but how do you change things like that? it's an inbuilt mechanism.

i'm more scared now of what i find myself wanting. of what i want to do. of how i feel about certain things.

but. don't worry. i'm happy. life is beautiful. i think. somehow. somewhere. just not here. i just have to find it.
--Merci tout le monde--
11:29:00 PM

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