well well. time flies. i've been extra stressed of late. stuff piling up. 24 hours a day is simply not enough. give me 64.

Singlehood has it's pros and cons.

Pros:
I'm much freer to do what i want, when i want.
I'm not bound to make that particular someone happy all the time.
I can flirt. IF i so wish.
I can make decisions without having to consult that particular someone.
I can do what i want without considering that my actions may cause pain to another.
I can stop second guessing what the other is thinking.
I don't have to be the 'hated' one for being his gf.
I don't have to be caught in the middle, deciding whether to go out with him(when i've gone out with him every other day of the week) and bangsei my friends(which i hate doing, cuz i hate people who bangsei me for boy/girlfriends) OR to go out with friends and risk incurring his wrath, at the same time feeling guilty for not accompanying him.
I won't go over on my messages and talktime.
I can eat meals with friends(they are more fun because there are so many people, you get to laugh more)
I dress better.

Cons:
I don't get sweet messages.
I don't have someone to go out with on valentines.
I don't have someone to comfort me when i cry.
I don't have someone to turn to when i'm scared.
I don't have someone...

erm. no more.

it's all good.

woohoo! one last con. i don't have anybody to go out with when all my attached friends are going out with the other halves. that's the main problem. there is no point in having freedom if there is noone to appreciate your freedom. i mean like if you have freedom to go out with friends and have no friends to go out with. = _ =''' but then again. that seldom happens. so it's still good. woohoo. =) i love my hectic life. even if it stresses me to tears sometimes, even if i feel like breaking down sometimes. even if i sometimes feel i'm going to collapse of fatigue. i love my life.

am i a cold person? i didn't think so. but people seldom know what i think. its deep inside. blah. 8:56:00 PM