can't shake this lousy feeling i've been having. and for all you people still reading my blog, no. it is not because of not having a date yesterday ok. well not entirely.

let's see.

1. i hate my core subjects.
2. there are one million things to do. and i'm procrastinating. and i'm stressed.
3. you are annoying me with your hot and cold attitudes. i cannot be bothered with you anymore. so please. don't make me bother again. ass. it's not nice to play with feelings ok??
4. i'm upset about the way i feel about certain things. i hate feeling that way. and hate myself for thinking those things.
5. i spend too much on retail therapy.
6. i don't know i don't know i don't know.

on a different note:

I am appalled/disgusted/ashamed/horrified by the standard of politness displayed in singapore. where have the manners gone? has consideration been unknowingly erased from the dictionary? ugh. please don't tarnish the singapore reputation any further.

do you think maybe i really am insane. 10:17:00 PM