well it's been ages since i blogged, and the tagboard has deserted me yet again. ah well. not that it matters. life has been hectic and i'm trying really hard to concentrate on studies.

sometimes i forget. when i do, please forgive me. i'm sorry.

you have made things quite quite irreparable. do you know what you have done? don't make me hate you. i really don't want to. thanks.

saw ruixin and pauline on seperate occasions. it seems aeons ago since i worked at starhub. since all these things happened after that. i feel detached from my life. who is living it? is it me? who am i? is there an alternate universe where i am not me? where i write with my left hand and start with my right leg. where i sleep on my front, not on my back. where i meet all the right guys. is that why in this universe i'm not meeting them? because i've had my turn on the other side?

Dear lord, please give me strength, please grant me the perseverance and determination to pull through and hang on. i know i may not be always faithful and trusting in you. i'm sorry, please forgive me, but give me time lord, i'm trying. Please protect all the people i know. please keep them safe and happy. and please dear lord, please help me be a better person. in jesus name i pray. Amen. 10:53:00 PM