Saturday, December 30, 2006
i know i must pull through it. i know i must be strong. i know i should stop dwelling on the past. i know i must forget it and concentrate on doing better.
but how?
how do i pull myself out of it? when i so feel like giving up on everything? how do i face the humiliation? how could i have let myself fall so low in the first place? and now that i'm here, how do i climb back out?
everything is taking it's toll. and i just don't have the willpower anymore.
please help me.
--Merci tout le monde--
2:31:00 PM