sometimes you think something is real at this point of time. sometimes you have feelings that are so intense or so tangible that you think you will always feel this way. Then time passes and months, weeks, or even just days down the road something changes and you wonder how you could have ever thought your feelings real. sometimes you look back on things you wrote. which reflect past thoughts and you think you are so silly. because how could you ever have thought that? how could you not have seen something coming??

Was reading a friend's blog and felt really sad. she broke up with her boyfriend after less than a month. just shortly after a post that declared their love for one another. it is THAT fragile. it could be there one day and gone the next. Is it that love disappeared after she blogged that love entry? Or was it that she blogged that entry knowing that love did not exist in their relationship, and she was trying, through writing to bring the feelings into the relationship?

I don;t know. all i know is you should only trust yourself and not somebody else. because he might make you place your trust, only to disappear shortly thereafter, leaving you to pick up the broken pieces. the fragments of a once vibrant you. 8:08:00 PM