I miss Shyan. and Carian. and Jasmine. And even Andrew a bit. Sometimes... some things... i thought would remain, but they don't. when i left NJ, i thought the bonds forged would last. always. but they faded. sometimes i look at stuff and i feel that... i've been replaced. perhaps i never meant anything and that's why i'm so easy to replace. sometimes i miss people and i admonish myself for being so silly because i seriously doubt people will miss me or even think of me from time to time. so. why do i feel this way? =( 6:32:00 PM