have you ever felt like you were so exhausted you can't move and you lie motionless on your back and all that is moving is your heart and the tears making tracks down your face, drying so that you still feel them even after they've long stopped?

have you ever felt a thousand miniature workers hammering inside your head, driving you crazy and still continuing till all you can hear is an endless continuity of noise? a cacophony?

Have you ever felt like you were living in somebody's shadow and try as you might you can't get ahead of that shadow and it becomes a part of you?

have you ever felt like you wanted to punch something real hard just to feel the pain?

have you ever felt so sad you thought your throat would collapse from unhappiness?

have you ever hated someone so much you didn't even want to think about it because you were afraid that if you thought somemore, your thoughts might bring you places, make you imagine things you didn't think you were capable of imagining, make you do things in your thoughts that are so evil they scare you?

have you ever felt your heart beat so fast you thought it might stop?

have you ever felt the way i do?

you break my heart. 10:35:00 PM