reading other people's blogs always makes me depressed. or makes me think a lot. like i said, i think people only blog when they are depressed. otherwise, there is no point in sounding like a retard and saying things like: "i went to kent ridge today. it was a enlightening walk where i learnt about the many different plants and animals living behind my school. it was a happy but tiring day." no. there is really no point in blogging sth like that. seriously RETARDED. hahaha.

seems it's the depression season. someone told me that day that there are times throughout the year when there appear to be more relatinships happening or disintegrating. apparently, break ups normally happen from maybe april to november or something. and people usually get together like end of the year to march or sth. maybe it's the christmas season and what not.

just random thoughts.

got to thinking about you. the way you used to be when we kind of knew you. but not really either. you were always an enigma. at least to most of us. even those closer to you probably never knew much about you. a mystery. but love makes you mad does it not? what happened? you've changed. i'm not sure if that's good or bad. all the best for the both of you anyway. hmmm. food for thought. have i changed? but i always was this way. hopeless romantic yea?

how is it that you so often mistake a younger child for the older one and the older one for the younger one? is it that the older child usually wants to be the younger one and subconsciously acts so? and vice versa? i don't know.

the house upstairs is making wierd noises. my house is creepy even in the day. what is the world coming to??

there are times when you have the inspiration and times when you don't. it seems after going to starhub, my inspiration has left me. perhaps it's the fatigue. i want it back. i want to write again. help.

love.
music.
fine art.

simplicity.
that's all i ask.

and throw in some surprises.

perfection. 10:58:00 AM