please.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
let me in. let me into the dark place you cannot show. please please please. i wish so much to be of some help. I feel sad cuz you are sad and you didn't tell me. you don't tell me anything. guess you don't trust me enough. or something. why is it i am here to listen and understand but you refuse to let me and then you ask if there is anyone willing to understand. maybe you mean a specific someone and i'm not her. i feel like crying. it's so difficult liking someone who is oblivious. or choosing to ignore. it's so.... hard.....
am i the only one holding on to these memories. while you guys have created new ones. so i'm left holding the threads of my own sanity. and all because i don't forget.
what happened? hurt happened. and i physicalised it. understand? i think not.
--Merci tout le monde--
8:25:00 AM