Wednesday, August 23, 2006
did you see the beautiful picture? but. did you also see the cracks behind the beautiful picture? when i saw the animal, i thought it was perfect. but then, discovered that it was hurt. had scars all down it's front. almost like it had been mauled. it was lucky to be alive. but. what seemed perfect held so many imperfections. does it matter? no. because it is still the same seal, still the same. all i'm trying to say. i don't know. i'm really confused. i dont know where my thoughts are going. guess i'm starting to let the doubts creep in. i don't want to but i cant help it.
i don't want to think about it either. but i can't help it.
I don't know if i want to be there. here. how i wish someone could make my decisions for me. i'm stuck. confused and stuck. you've gone to sleep. well good night. take care. i don't know when i'll see you again.
--Merci tout le monde--
10:08:00 PM